Talk About It Tuesday 👀
Good afternoon, my blog today that I want to talk about is Grieving. I lost a person that I loved the end of July of this year and the grieving process has been feeling like an emotional tidal wave. I know that grieving is different for everyone and that everyone deals with the stages of it differently. This just sucks and I'm emotionally in between being fine, depressed, and a puddle of tears out the blue. This isn't my first experience, but how I wish it didn't have to be this way. The pain, the anger, the what if's, are so overwhelming at times. The numbness I feel from it and the pouring emotions from the great memories can be a such a blow, but the memories are all I have left to hang on to. I miss your charming smile, your tall height, the way you looked at me, your gentle touch, loving soul, your silly ways, and your brute honesty. You will forever have a sacred place in my heart and my unconditional love even in the afterlife as you did here on earth.
In Loving Memory to my past love Donald Kernan..💕😢
I remember losing a friend when i was 13. We played baseball spring and fall. Always together. He towered over me. He was like Arnold to my Danny devito. At 13 he was 6 4. We talked about everything, except what happened next. My mother pulled me aside. Told me Clint shot himself. 30
ReplyDeleteyears later, i have no idea why. No letter, no note, no notice. Police talked to me, parents, teammates. I never knew he was feeling that way. Hard event to cope with as a kid.